I woke up at 4am again today and was laying in bed thinking of everything we have left to do on the house…and suddenly I realized that it’s pretty darn nice to not be stressing about a baby right now as we spend every waking moment working on the home.
This morning I thought to myself “I’m okay with not being pregnant yet.” That’s the first time I’ve been able to say that since this whole journey began. Don’t get me wrong, I want to that BFP with all my heart, but I think that between my cycles getting shorter and the knowledge that I’m doing everything I can to make this happen and that things are moving in the right direction…I guess I’m just more at peace with the process…at least for today. 🙂
That’s a good feeling.
Days and days later, I just realized that this was my 100th post. I like that it was a happy one.