Crying in my room

AF made her appearance an hour ago, right as all the cute kids started showing up at our door. Now I’m hiding out in my room crying and drinking a beer while my MIL and her friend oooh and awwh over all the trick-or-treaters. I HATE that this is hitting me so hard this cycle.

14 comments

  1. oh honey. i am so sorry. cry it out. i remember how bad that hurts. i would cry alone on my bathroom floor. your day is coming, i know it. if it happened to me, i know it will for you. let me know if there is anything i can do. love and hugs your way. xoxo

  2. Oh girl I am so sorry! All i can say is this sucks! I know it will happen sometime but for right now it sucks and is not fair. You totally deserve this and I am praying that you won't have to go through this again! I know how hard it is because I have PCOS and we have been ttc for over a year and a half and this part is torture! Hugs!

  3. I think Halloween is is a tough holiday to begin with (all the cute kids running around) and now AF has made it 10 times worse for you…I'm so sorry!!!

  4. 🙁 I'm sorry hun. I hope you have a couple beers and get some restful sleep

  5. Yeah, it hit me like a ton of bricks tonight, too. I feel like clawing my heart out of my chest, I hurt so much.Feel better. You are not alone.

  6. I am so, so, sorry. ((Hugs))

  7. Keep the faith, darlin'. Things have a way of working out exactly as they should and your time for motherhood is coming. love love love you.Mom

  8. Ah, shit. I'm so sorry. I know that I try and prepare myself each cycle for the BFN, but it still is so hard when it comes to fruition. Dammit!xox

  9. Chin up dear. Sending you huge hugs from over here. Miss you.

  10. Halloween was a little rough for me this year too. JJ had to work so I was by myself handing out candy wishing I was out walking around with our kid. Leave it to AF to be a bitch.

  11. I'm so sorry – I wish I could give you a real hug and not just a virtual one. *hugs*

  12. damn it. I am so sorry girl. I know how hopeful you were and I am sorry it came at such a horrible time. Don't lose hope.

  13. So sorry… I feel like I'm in it right there with you. I'm sooooooo ready for your BFP and I know it will come soon. :hugs:

  14. Josey, I'm so sorry and so bummed for you. It's okay that it's hitting you hard.

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