Rambling thoughts of a shocked, pregnant infertile…

I feel like vomiting b/c I’m so nervous/excited/anxious/happy.
I don’t know how I’m going to keep quiet about this for another 24 hrs before I tell C.
I cannot WAIT to tell my husband.
My hands have finally quit shaking, but now that I’m thinking about it again, they’re shaking again.
Is this really happening?
TWO positive tests. TWO. Starting to maybe believe this!! Can’t wait for the beta.
My husband got a job in the state? No more ND oil rigs? YAY!!! Best. Day. Ever.

Is it weird to carry the positive HPTs around the house with me?
I just bought ice cream on the off chance I start to crave it.
I can’t decide if I’m hoping for m/s or not. Why can’t I think like a Fertile & be happy I don’t have it?
My EDD is Dec22nd… a Christmas baby. I used to think I’d plan my pregnancy around holidays so my baby wouldn’t have to share his/her birthday. HA. Now I’m thinking BEST PRESENT EVER!
So weird to bring Sprite & water to a dinner party instead of beer.

Are my nipples sore from picking at them or b/c I’m pregnant?
HFS I’m pregnant!
I want to tell the world. OMG this is going to be so hard to keep quiet IRL.
What an awesome first beta!
Oh wow… PLEASE let the 2nd beta be as good.
I just bought a CBE HPT…just so I could actually SEE the words “pregnant.” 🙂
Isn’t this the prettiest chart ever? AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

33.8 progesterone level
First u/s at 6.5 wks – some time the week of May 2nd


  1. you make me smile!! 🙂

  2. HHHHHFFFFFFFSSSSS!!!!!! 🙂 🙂 I am SO happy for you! OMG! 🙂 I have goosebumps!!!! Congratulations friend!

  3. That IS very exciting! good luck!

  4. I agree, going to be the best present ever!!! Yay for your husband getting a job in your state too! So exciting!

  5. I am so very happy for you! You deserve this and it's just so awesome! Congrats!

  6. CONGRATS!!! This is so exciting!!! 🙂

  7. Thanks for sharing your inner thoughts, love it! That *IS* a beautiful chart, I've never had anything close, even on my bfp cycles. Hoping that means this little one is sticking around :DTell us how you told C!!!xo

  8. Ahhhhhhhhh!!! I have tears in my eyes I'm so happy for you! I still have my positive test and I carried it in my pocked for 24 hours after I got it. I guess it's not that weird.A Christmas baby…how festive!

  9. I didn't tear up when I thought about it today. Progress! As you already know, I'm beyond happy for you guys. xo

  10. Hahaha… you sound just like me when I found out. Isn't it the best?? Yay for a U/S at 6.5 weeks! I had to wait until 8! Great progesterone number too!!!! 😀 This is sooooooo good.

  11. LMAO you sound like every infertile who gets a BFP 🙂 HFS is right! Congrats!!

  12. Yay, so happy!

  13. I am so happy for you! Thanks for your kind words and encouragement this past week, I don't know what I would do without all my bloggie friends trying to cheer me up. I can't wait to follow your pregnancy. CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I guess IUI's do work, huh?

  14. That's awesome! Congrats to you!

  15. Do I need to plan on crying every single you time you post for the next 9 months? 🙂

  16. I am so happy for you it makes me cry reading your blog posts about. All good tears. ((hugs))

  17. Hi. Congratulations! I replied to your comment on my page with a brief explanation of my crazy (actually, not that crazy – just quirky).Don't the HPT lines fade eventually? I think mine were starting to by the time I finally got rid of them. So you may not want to keep it FOREVER. Maybe the picture is better long-term.But carrying them around in your pocket? I get that. I probably would too, so go for it, at least for a little while.

  18. Just Awesome Sweetie!

  19. Congratulations on all your good news! 🙂

  20. Once you know it, it is very tough to keep down the excitement and stay quiet IRL….enjoy this!

  21. hey!!! how did I miss that!! I never did know when your 2ww was over…just check to day and bam!! HFS shit right!! I'm so disguistingly happy for you my dear!! love it!! congratulations! and enjoy being the only one knowing…well, you and all of us!!

  22. came over from "Cashing Our Stork" and wanted to say congrats!!! I am so happy for you!!! isn't that positive stick the most amazing thing? I was taking HPTs till my 1st u/s just to make sure they were getting darker faster, and to see that beautiful line!! lol


  24. -I hope you only get a little bit of nausea–just enough to be reassuring but not enough to be miserable. Mine didn't kick in until around 6 weeks.-What a gorgeous chart!-I have my pee sticks taped in my pregnancy journal with the pee end cut off. It is not weird to be obsessed with them.-You're PREGNANT! Hallelujah!

  25. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!Seriously, seeing your post yesterday MADE my day!!! So, so excited and happy for you guys!!

  26. Sorry I'm trying to catch up on blogs so I'm late in commenting…. Your hubby got a job in state?! SO wonderful!!! Happy for you guys 🙂

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