The blogging prompt for today that I saw was the following:
If you could be completely honest with no regrets, what would you say and to whom?
Um, there is a lot I could write in response to that, but not when I’m putting it out there on the world wide web for all to see!
Right now, at this very moment, I’d love to be able to let all the different parts of my life be known to everyone who knows me. It’d be so nice to not feel this immense struggle to juggle it all in private while a lot of parts of my life are up in the air and only two people in the world know most all of it for me to talk to about it all. I have zero idea what my life is going to look like over the next year, and that makes me supremely nervous. I know we never know what the future holds, but for the last few years I’ve felt pretty confident about my steady trajectory in life, and right now that is most definitely not the case. It’s not all bad by any means – parts are quite exciting and lovely – but it’s still nerve wracking to feel like you’re about to jump off a precipice.
Sorry for the annoying vague post, but that’s where I’m at today. 😉 Until tomorrow…